Britney Spears opened up about her worries that she ‘might get hurt again’ in a candid Instagram post on Saturday.
The 43-year-old pop superstar, who regained control of her life and finances after her conservatorship ended in November 2021, has been spending a lot of time in Mexico lately.
She called the country ‘sacred’ to her, but admits it’s sometimes hard to fully move on from the past.
She shared: ‘When it hurts so bad it starts to feel good!!! So many of the vibes and moods us women specifically go through is a process of healing, and it’s a very fragile thing!!!’
‘Not sure why I’m explaining myself, but there’s a little negativity with me mentioning my move to Mexico!!! It’s a gift from God that I will never take for granted!!! OK yes, when I come back, I’ll showcase the living room during the day so you can see the view!!! It’s insane, and way better for the viewing eye, but for some reason, this place has been sort of sacred to me, and I didn’t want to share all aspects of possibilities.’
She added, ‘It will grow and expand if I follow my heart, but sometimes it’s complicated to even try to move forward if you think you might get hurt again!!!’
Britney Spears, 43, opened up about her worries that she ‘might get hurt again’ in a candid Instagram post on Saturday
The …Baby One More Time singer also joked about her ‘complex’ nature and how she’s working on being kinder to herself.
‘So I guess I’m a complex person and just say I just wanna eat ice cream tonight and not dance at all!!! I’m human, and yes, I will have a place in Mexico and in America!!! My mornings here are unbelievable—the sunrises are all pink and bright yellow, and I get my little mat and stretch every morning to try to tune up my inner dialogue in a more loving and caring way!!! So I can be a better friend and person for myself!!!’
And in true Britney fashion, she wrapped up with a funny story about her two teddy bears: ‘Hope you guys are having a wonderful holiday!!! At night, I sleep with Roger and Henry and have no f*****g clue where I came up with those names, but they are my two teddy bears!!!’
‘One in front of me and one behind me!!! My hairdresser told me today that both of her grandfathers’ names are Roger and Henry—we almost lost it!!! SOO WEEIIIIIRRD!!!’
Britney has faced significant personal struggles over the years, including the long-running conservatorship that controlled her finances and personal decisions until its termination in 2021.
Her highly publicized divorce from Sam Asghari, combined with the challenges of co-parenting her two sons, Sean Preston and Jayden James, has been marred by drama, particularly with her ex-husband Kevin Federline, who has publicly criticized her parenting.
The emotional post comes after Britney reconnected with her older brother, Bryan Spears, who joined her during her recent trip to Mexico, as seen in an Instagram video shared by the singer on Thursday.
In the clip, the Toxic hitmaker was seen filming a short reel with her brother inside what appeared to be a spacious H๏τel room.
The pop superstar, who regained control of her life and finances after her conservatorship ended in November 2021 , has been spending a lot of time in Mexico lately
